09//21//09. No classes. i realized, i love my team.

It`s the end of Rammadan. No classes, *sigh*. In the morning, I was woken up, again, by the message alert of my phone. Today, I had 34 messages. It was already 10 AM, it was real late. I squinted my eyes, I didn`t want to stand up yet, I was still tired. My head hurts like hell! It hurts so much well, because I slept real late. I think it was around 2 AM, then I woke up again 4 AM. Well, I slept that late because i kept on sneezing because of my cold. So i just decided to talk to my friends who were still up through text messaging. i ended up the first one to fall asleep since I have colds.

So I finally stood up and all people in te house were awake and doing their own businesses. My mom, older and younger sister were in front of the computer and my dad was inside the other room, watching TV. I sat down the couch and looked at my phone. "10:14 AM", the lime-colored font said. I looked at the table to see what`s for breakfast. There, I saw bread. I was hungry, so I grabbed a piece, and sat down again. it was a sad and boring day. It was raining hard, still it was hot.
My sister wanted me to go with her to Sta. Lu to watch some movie, but I refused. I`ve got a lot of homeworks to be done, and there was practically no time for going out.

Then I remembered last night, my mom talked to me about my Volleyball training in our school. She told me that she would stop me from going to training if my grades are too low, or if I come home late. AGAIN. It was heartbreaking. I started to train, i wanted to END the training, too. I`ve become so attached not only to the sport, but with the people I play the sports with, and has made my highschool life real worthwhile.




I never wanted to stop. It was so depressing `cause I didn`t want to stop anymore, `cause my parents are already having second thoughts whether I`m going to continue my training or not. I didn`t want to leave anymore, I wanted to train hard to become real good, and I didn`t want to leave my team mates who`s always been so good to me, and treated me like their family. :D